Well I wanted to start this Blog with something profound, but that's not going to happen. Although I feel currently like a bit of a mess, it's more like a scrambled egg mess than a deep meaning mess. It's also a mess I don't feel happy sharing with the world and so I have nothing to write.
It is dark outside and increasingly hard to get out of bed. I really don't understand how the shortest day of the year could be in December. Surely it's much darker in January and February? Maybe not.
February. The Green month. I hate it.
Well today I am going to take a deep breathe, grit my teeth, and do the thing I least want to do in the world. (But equally the only thing which is going to get me out of this horrible situation) I've said Goodbye to him before and it's never been Goodbye, and I always end up here. And 'Here' isn't fun. So I have to be strong.
I'm no good at that. But here goes.